How long will you make me wait?
Is our future together really not our fate?
Everyday, I wander and get lost in the wilderness,
Hating myself for ever desiring happiness.
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The system of this world is so hard to live in!
My will to live is definitely wearing thin.
I'm bleeding inside from all the years of efforts and trying.
I just want a life that's simple, stable and self-sustaining.
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I toil away with responsibilities for a family I didn't ask for.
Being there and helping out feels like a damn chore.
I'm in this cycle of unbreakable prison.
What am I supposed to gain from this seemingly endless season?
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When will it be my time for success, a time to shine?
When I can genuinely say and feel like I'm doing fine.
I downgrade my goals just to make them achievable.
But they still feel like light - years unreachable.
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But I have been a complete fool.
Have I really become money's tool?
I cannot have these beyond the grave!
I wish I could honor you with the blessings that you gave.
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Why am I so anxious for tomorrow?
My heart's desires only lead me to sorrow.
Set me free from this meaningless slavery.
Help me manage my perspective and imagery.
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Star Ashley Cruz
Nov. 14, 2022
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