I'm not the type of person who
dances in the rain.
I tend to look at my life often
with disdain.
The people in my life turn
butterflies in my stomach into bile.
I just know deep down spending
my life alone is much more worthwhile.
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Why oh why Lord, did you have
to bring me here?
Even your promise, purpose and
will for me is so unclear.
I do what's best and that
includes things that will honor you.
Yet the prayers that hurt me
the most, none of it is coming true.
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Maybe you should kill me now
and get it over with.
Before I really become someone
in your book who's unfit.
Or maybe you could take me to
greener pastures for a change.
I'm sure blessing your daughter
wouldn't be so strange.
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I wonder how long ago did my
heart started pumping something so bitter and black.
Maybe it's because of
achievements and happiness that I lack.
It consumes me and almost all
the time I wonder
If I am only here on earth just
to suffer.
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I'm serving you my cup of coffee;
would you care to drink?
Will you save me? You know that
my soul is quick to sink.
Decades of this life is enough
for me to desire eternal rest.
I think I've had enough that
I've burnt out my best.
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Copyright
Star Ashley Cruz
Aug. 14, 2023
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