Endless Night

I'd rather be asleep or even dead
So I'll stop worrying about what lies ahead.
All my hopes and dreams are already exhausted.
Tired of thinking any more thoughts in my head.
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I don't know if I can hold on much longer,
Getting my hands on everything instantly, I'm fonder.
If only my waiting can make me stronger
And that my fear and doubts do not linger.
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It feels like I'm still here and everyone's there,
Why does life always have to be unfair?
Ah, my God, surely you would car.
You wouldn't let harm come to my hair.
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Still a tired soul in an endless night.
When will you come back, morning light?
 I'm growing anxious in this pool of fright.
Uncertain if I should win or lose this fight.
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All my worries came crashing down.
My life's a joke and God's the clown.
Instead of smiling, I just frown.
In the sea of sadness, again I drown.
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Copyright
Star Ashley Cruz
June 18. 2019

Ninjavan integrated - review

WARNING TO ALL WHO ORDER FROM FROM #SHOPEE. BEWARE OF THIS. THIS WILL SERVE AS MY REVIEW FOR #NINJAVANPH#NINJAVANPHILIPPINES

#NINJAVANINTEGRATED is the lowest of the lowest and the most irresponsible courier ever created in the universe. (overkill but true) 😡💩

staff: here na po ako outside the gate
me: my mom will assist you since I'm at the office, blah blah blah

...
no reply - nothing happened.
mom: * kept waiting, *went to keep checking the window, asking our neighbors if anyone was looking for us, but nobody did.

HE DID NOT ARRIVE. I BELIEVE HE WAS LYING. NO ONE REALLY CAME BY. sent a complaint via email. (hope they know how to read) tried calling this idiot staff but he did not answer and later on, turned off his phone. ( EMPLOYEE OF THE YEAR - WHAT KIND OF EMPLOYEES DO YOU HIRE?! SMH)😡😡😡😡