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Friday, January 17, 2020

Run again


Problems of today will be long gone tomorrow
Because of you who wipes away my sorrow.
Your grace keeps me living every day.
It helps me look forward to being with you someday.
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I don't deserve it, but you bless me still.
All my hopes and dreams only you can fulfill.
How can I ask you so confidently?
How can I come to your throne so boldly?
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It's because you have cleansed me.
Not only that, you saved me!
When life seems overwhelming, I'll run again towards you,
Thank you for loving me, I love you too.
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I hope my faith will be stronger than my fear.
Don't ever leave me, only you can wipe my every tear.
I hope everything I do will be pleasing to you.
I pray I'll honor you with anything I do.
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Star Ashley Cruz
Jan 17, 2020

Tuesday, June 18, 2019

Endless Night

I'd rather be asleep or even dead
So I'll stop worrying about what lies ahead.
All my hopes and dreams are already exhausted.
Tired of thinking any more thoughts in my head.
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I don't know if I can hold on much longer,
Getting my hands on everything instantly, I'm fonder.
If only my waiting can make me stronger
And that my fear and doubts do not linger.
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It feels like I'm still here and everyone's there,
Why does life always have to be unfair?
Ah, my God, surely you would car.
You wouldn't let harm come to my hair.
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Still a tired soul in an endless night.
When will you come back, morning light?
 I'm growing anxious in this pool of fright.
Uncertain if I should win or lose this fight.
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All my worries came crashing down.
My life's a joke and God's the clown.
Instead of smiling, I just frown.
In the sea of sadness, again I drown.
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Star Ashley Cruz
June 18. 2019


Friday, March 8, 2019

My shallow heart

Only the wealthy can afford everything nice.
Happiness and the good life comes in an expensive price.
In reality, it's no one's fault that my life's not that way.
But I still shift the blame on those who made me exist anyway.
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Why can't I just be content?
Getting everything I want is my internal intent.
I wish my heart would stop yearning for more
Because if I don't achieve them, I don't want to live anymore.
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Why, my heart are you so shallow?
God's love suddenly feels too hard to swallow.
My selfishness and sorrow, please take it away!
So I can genuinely praise and worship you everyday.
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I question the plans you have for me
Just because I don't get them instantly.
I become more and more of a disappointment to you.
I pray instead that your better plans for me will come true.
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Do you still love me? I know that you do.
But it doesn't feel enough, which is sad but true.
All day long I wallow in misguided desires and self-pity.
If this drags on, will I even make it to thirty?
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Star Ashley Cruz
Mar. 9 2019 

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