When will I get out of this
junior hell?
I have zero zest for life, I'm
sure you can tell.
The people around me seem to
take me for granted.
This is never the life I
prepared for or wanted.
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Every day and in everything, I
do my best.
But why oh why am I subjected
to a difficult test.
In life, I'm trying to achieve
the best attainable quality
But despite my efforts, it's
still far from my reality.
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Honestly, these aren't too much
to ask of you!
After all, you're the one who
brought me into this world too.
I don't think it's bad to ask
for what will give me joy.
Surely, I wasn't created to be
merely a little toy.
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I'm so sad, tired and I feel
like I've dried up all my tears.
My mind is drowned and devoured
by so many fears.
Over the years, I'm losing the
hope that I've kept.
This is the kind of life I
could never want or accept.
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I'm still praying, perhaps deep
down, I refuse to give up?
I'm still hoping my hardships
will be put to a stop.
Lord, please help me work on
solutions in any way.
Then maybe I can still feel
like living another day.
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Copyright
Star Ashley Cruz
Apr. 1 2023
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